CONNIE's DYING!

Two freelance gigs + st martins epic 8 person team project + 3 life drawings session per week = DYING CONNIE. 

Sometimes I wonder how I do it all.
I can really jump off a cliff, weeeee!

But, I get through the day with my American pancakes.

Oh how I miss you, Griddle CAFE. When I go home.. sigh

For now, I have breakfast club - yum.

but still it ain't the same :(

change.

These days, I'm feeling stoic.

The idea of no progression drives me crazy,

 I'm constantly fighting with myself, never satisfied, 

never content. I think I need to grow up. 

I think I need a change. 

Feel like running away again. 

Break is coming.. ugh can't wait to get

out of here!

the only drawing that managed to surface 

fairly ok Fri night, still

stiff and boring.. blah.

Amsterdam love

So my trip to Amsterdam was just what I needed; 

a break form London.

 I figured a quater of my life has passed, might 

as well go out with a big 'shabang,' eh?

Got my hands on everything and literally did it all-

I feel like half my 'bucket list' has been fulfilled. 

Not to mention, I had the chance to explore the beautiful city, walking 

along the canal, words couldn't describe it, or maybe because I was 

shit faced and stoned. But regardless, I realized life is too short for

comfort zones, 

and now I wonder what was holding me back before?

Ah yes, the fake five year relationship..hmm.

masha with sloppy applied watercolor. :) 

was too out of it for concentration, ahem! 

anqi colored :)

masha darling

ugo no face, kept moving around haha

was trying to finish this, but a truck parked in front of me, what are the odds.. 

and always, my favorite pic I took with my NE-X 5

my besties :)

too cracked out.. 

haha

amsterdam love.